Posted by rskontos on January 18, 2008, at 10:49:57
In reply to changing appt times, posted by sunnydays on January 18, 2008, at 9:57:40
Sunnydays, you want to know what I did?
Well, I arrived for my last appt. I thought about 5 minutes early. Well try 2 hours early. And I walked in another young man was there. He asked me if my appt. was at 10:15 and I said I thought it was. Now my p-doc rights it down for me in his own hand like Dinah's.. (MY pdoc does my therapy). I wrote it down in my calendar. Dr. X called the young man back and he said Dr. X there are two of us back here. And Dr. X came back and say me.. And he says just you wait right there. He said I have you down for 12:15 but wait right there. And I am thinking for an hour are you kidding. So as soon as they leave I go to my car. Well I happened to know where the guys' care was as he parked in front of me. And he came out got in his car and left. I said oh Sh*t. Now I have to go back. I go back and Dr. X is out in the hallway looking for me. He says come on it. And my inner voices are screaming stupid stupid stupid. And so on and so on...I start crying of course, and he says don't cry and dont fret it is ok. No harm is done. That young man can come back easily but you I am not so sure will come back. Well he was right. And he said it is my fault I have not given you a set time and that is not right. I can change the day but the time should be consisent. I was floored. He took the blame and I said no it was my fault and he said no it wasn't. Dont' think about it any more. He besides that young man is doing well and doesn't mind.
I go home and fine the card he wrote for me. And I never remember seeing that time. Weird isn't it. I think it is strange how that work. But it worked out because I saw how far he would go to accommodate me.....still made me feel good and weird all together. So no I absolutely can't trust my own memories or eyes. I have parts that try not to get us to therapy and obviously they took over but they didn't win. Or someelse pointed out to me they tried to get us there 2 hours early. Ever how you want to look at it......provided I would have waited 2 hours. But in end it worked out......amazing though he still saw me.....SO yes to your question....and you are definitely not the only one, I am probably the worst one in the bunch......
rsk
At least to my p-doc I looked the stupidest.....LOL
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