Posted by annierose on January 8, 2008, at 22:39:14
In reply to Re: Thanks for everyone's input, posted by Dinah on January 8, 2008, at 22:24:47
I told my t today (when going over the play by play drama w/my sister) that I feel like I'm 12 years old again. All these emotions are flying all over the place and none of them make sense. It's very confusing. My dad was yelling at me (yesterday) when he was trying to compliment me on how I'm handling this rupture. As a child, when these types of events occured (I'm from a family of 5 children) I would escape to my bedroom closet and create my own safe world.
I find myself very depressed. At the same time, I'm also very sure of myself as compared to my youth. I know this is not about me. But I'm sad to live with the reality of what is happening to my family of origin. My t thinks this is a healthy perspective ... gaining distance.
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