Posted by rskontos on December 23, 2007, at 9:43:17
In reply to Re: P-doc Update--good one!!!!!Long sorry » rskontos, posted by seldomseen on December 23, 2007, at 7:09:02
Seldon, so true. Keeping the secret is extremely costly. He also pointed out how many I had trying to care for me but because I was trying to keep everything hidden and to "Protect my image of mother for myself" I couldn't let anyone get close I pushed them, those trying to care for me away and I still do. He pointed this out.
This amazed me. He also pointed out that my mother's death should have been a relief for me given the trauma yet it wasnt. It was more trauma. I went into hiding when she did. He said that was usual given that it should have freed me. But it didnt. He thought that was amazing. I never thought of it this way. How could I. And I was still hiding everything. Yes seldom it is worse. I didnt understand how bad or how to let go.Thanks for being happy. I am amazed that he was so close and I never knew it.
rsk
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