Posted by rskontos on December 14, 2007, at 11:15:44
In reply to Re: Healing versus Curing » Daisym, posted by antigua3 on December 14, 2007, at 7:09:47
HI guys, here is my pitiful insight in this subject. In T we touched on this since we went over my DX again. I think I am crazy since my whatevers I still hate to voice it took over during therapy and made me feel so weird. And she said that I could be whole. This was her word. Now she has used healed I think. Of course my short term memory is shot right now because of the dissociation still going on. but I am not really believing her but she insisted that I could be whole. That we are laying a foundation to build up the one that should have been built when I was a child. Not many inside my head believe this and adult me has a hard time with it as lately I am feeling too messed up but I digress. I don't feel whole I am too split. So I think whole to me would mean healed not cured as something was taken from me a long time ago and I have just existed since. I spent so much time hiding this. I know I have an illness so I guess cured is right but it seems so cancery you know. And healed seems so Tammy Faye Baker and that other one the be healed guy. So maybe for me I need to go with managed. Yes manage is what I have to do with all the parts of me so that is the best I can see at this point. Maybe further along in my progress, what a hard word too, I could see healed or cured. So I think it also maybe matters where you are in the process too. JMHO and my slanted vision as my therapist is making me realize more and more how slanted I see things. I don't really think I think like an adult anymore. More like a disgruntled child. :( Sorry again I digress which is why I have tried not to post today. r
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