Posted by nfc on December 12, 2007, at 14:19:20
In reply to Re: Anybody w/ skits and how are they coping?, posted by rskontos on December 11, 2007, at 9:29:09
hey rk,
Thanks for replying. Your post helped me understand DD better. How does it feel to be able to switch to different peeps? Would you rather just be one of them all the time? It was cool how one of them got you A's in skool. I coulda used that when I was in skool. :)
I also had a hard time understanding what was delusional even months after first taking my meds. I've gotten a much better grip on it now. Just things from the past that still make me feel guilty and somewhat sad because of what I did during my psychotic years.
Swapping stories sure has helped me these past few days and is giving me a better outlook for the future. Only thing last night I was struggling with my feelings for the girl I talked about. A part of me needs validation from her personally that she doesn't feel anything for me so I can move on and not have this longing feeling for her. I remember telling her a few days after I first spoke to her that if she ever wanted to talk, just let me know. My mind took it as wait for her to come back. And I was doing that for years. And now I still feel it but am struggling to get rid of this feeling cuz I know it not to be right.
I'm glad I've been some kinda help to you. You've helped me by listening also. Thanks. You take care and talk to ya later.
nfc
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