Posted by rskontos on December 11, 2007, at 12:59:38
In reply to Re: why i don't go to the mall....TOO UGLY » JoniS, posted by star008 on December 11, 2007, at 12:52:39
I say we cover up all the mirrors everywhere and then we just don't have to look at them......
I too hate to look at myself and when I do I say WTF who is that. And where the H did she come from. I think the last time I really looked was 15 years ago boy things have changed. :(
And these stupid antidepressants screw around with your appetite. Made me crave sugar which I never used to eat sweets so I gained weight and now I feel extra HUGE......I can't stand that...so byebye AD's. Did not work all that well anyway. I mean if I am going to gain weight I better feel GREAT!
So no mirrors, no AD's. NO self esteem. No malls, no x-mas unless I can buy it online.
I never told T about low self esteem I guess I assume she knows that. I mean with all the rest going on how could I feel GOOD about myself. Anyway, what self. I mean WTF am I anyway.....but then it is hard to have good self esteem these days with the media displaying all the stars and even they don't have good self esteem and they do look good. Mixed up world.
rk
Boy aren't I a ray of sunshine. Pardon my mood........I am dressed with a place to good but cant get out of the fing house.
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