Posted by JoniS on December 11, 2007, at 9:05:10
In reply to My neediness on T gets to me))rambling, posted by star008 on December 11, 2007, at 0:12:49
Star
I can honestly tell you that I know A LOT about how you feel. I am 46 and have battled depression for most of my life. No close friends, really. I feel very dependent on T and right now I am feeling therapy is so d*** unfair. Whenever I get lonely, really lonely and sad - probably 2-3 times a week (much less often than before) it is only my T that I want to talk to. And I don't call him. He wouldn't mind if I did, as long as it wasn't "too often". To me it stinks that I want so much more of him than I have. I often wish I had never started down this road.
All that said, I intend to "hang in there" with therapy, believing this process is what will help me to grow.
Sorry to be so negative with this post. I think right now is one of those lonely times.
Joni
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