Posted by muffled on December 5, 2007, at 15:19:36
Its weird that this body would would suffer such strong symptoms from some vague nebulous thing that happened as a child.
Yet in my adult life I have had what you'd think was traumatic, but I dunno, no symptoms?
D'ya suppose being in an emotional crisis, having the mental health team calling the cops for assistance, the cops pepperspraying this cuffed person right in the face/eyes in the back of their car cuz she kicking windows. And she cuffed and cussing and moaning and groaning cuz her eyes is burning and she cuffed. So she gets hauled to emerg to get her self inflicted wounds stitched and they put her in a 'safe' room with full restraints and a towel over her burning eyes, but it falls off, finally they come and 'flip' her, so she face down and she can press her burning eyes against a cool cloth they put there for her.
You'd think that was trauma. But its nothing to me.
But I get frikken haunted by something I DON'T EVEN KNOW.
HOW STUPID IS THIS?
Sigh.
I'll shut up now.
Stop taking this risperdal. Gives me violent thots methinks.
No worry, I am safe.
Mebbe venting?
Just trying to understand.
I just want to understand.
M
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