Posted by Raindancer on November 24, 2007, at 19:16:20
In reply to Re: trigger warning. sad one, posted by I need a hug on November 24, 2007, at 18:58:02
I don't sleep too well either. I think this is because I'm scared I shall wake up in the middle of the night (and worry!!) if i go to sleep too early, so have got into the habit of pottering and reading until about 2.30 a.m. Think also the late evenings work best for me - when I wake up it is morning again and I have to pick myself up and do it all again.
I think it's hard to face life when the pain goes on and on and I think suicide is an extreme way of "not feeling" the pain any more. So it's not the wanting to die, but the longing for relief and also the guilt at not being able to participate in life in a way that feels acceptable to others (or ourselves).
all thoughts and wishes to you both. Rain
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