Posted by Muffled on November 24, 2007, at 10:26:30
In reply to Re: DDNOS anyone???, posted by star008 on November 23, 2007, at 23:52:51
Waaggghh!!!
It IS confusing!!!
I guess the one thing I have noticed, is I guess this is logical, but when I read the DID stuff, lotsa times it AHA! yes I so 'get' that. Other times not so much.
I don't like the word switching applied to myself, cuz I don't consider that I switch, or mebbe dammit, maybe I just don't want to go there. I call it 'other ways of being', and I don't generally say DD bout myself, I tend to say I just kinda split up a little. No biggie.
Sigh.
I am the queen of denial. Its one of my primitive coping mechanisms.
Anyhow, so fars I know, I didn't have much childhood truama, cept mebbe this thing when I was very young, and I was so young, that my memories are very confusing, mostly a picture, or body feelings, or those horrible emotions. But I stay away from that as much as possible.
I also had frightening med probs when older too.
I goto ask my T, what DO you do bout those feelings? I expect her answer is you just learn to cope with them. I am already having a better understanding of stuff that I do.
Damn, this stuff all sucks so bad :-(
Sorry you guys have to struggle :-(
Alls I know is I NOT gonna quit, and I gonna keep trying to be an OK person, cuz I got beautiful kids what need me.
Take good care guys.
M
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