Posted by Maria01 on October 31, 2007, at 22:59:41
In reply to Re: I hate being in this spot » Maria01, posted by Dinah on October 31, 2007, at 22:13:16
Oh, yes! Plenty of vets in this area, and some specialized vets the next town over. The key is whether or not they know my former employer...the good 'ol boy/girl network is alive and well =(
As for my T, up until Monday, she had been most generous with her phone time, but then she said she was gonna limit phone calls to x amount of minutes now. I was upset, because I felt like "OK, I must really be getting to her if she feels she now has to tap the brakes a bit. Wasn't much of a problem before." I had such a horrendous expericen with my prior T, I know some of that has to be factored into my reactions, but still....
My T is wonderful, she really is, but she was trotting out every cliche, and it was making me nuts. At one point I told her "Rembering my good qualities is not going to pay my bills, keep a roof over my head, or food in my stomach, or stop me from feeling suicidal. With all due respect, it's not going to help" I can tell she is grasping at straws, and I don't want it to get to the point where she feels she can't help me. she is my lifeline is so many ways right now.
I think that's why I'm not wanting to call her; it's my way of not wearing out about the only lifeline I have left.
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