so NOW what do i do?

Posted by B2chica on October 31, 2007, at 12:03:57

ok...first..i lost my @#()$&# post..so i need to restate it as best as i can rmember.

so NOW what do i do?
i've got this Overwhelming NEED to talk...about EVERYTHING. about it all. all the abuse i can remember. the emotions, the pain. i want tell it all.
i want to throw it all up. i have this...this URGE to do it.
...but i don't think my T see's people wed-fri this semester...so now what? i mean i JUST saw her, why couldn't i have been like this yesterday?
i know...i just know that i wont be like this for long. soon...very soon. i will close over. and tuck it down, and minimize it and become afraid to talk about it...again.
i wish i could email it to her. all of it.
i wish i could see her in one hour.
i wish...i wish i could get this corrosive bile outside of me.
what do i do?

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