Posted by LLurpsiEnOOdle on October 27, 2007, at 20:45:01
In reply to Re: T used the canopener, posted by DAisym on October 26, 2007, at 20:47:02
> ***I guess one of the things I struggle with is that I feel sane about 90% of the time and insane about 10% of the time. Those parts of me don't want to get to know eachother.
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> Exactly!! If only the insane part would be "out" when I'm sleeping!
>I had a bad dream last night :( utterly horrifying :(
> One of the hardest things to learn is how to open up to thinking about past abuse and then close it down again. It takes practice, distraction and help. Sometimes learning to use your sessions as the place to be open is the key. (I'm not suggesting you aren't already open.) But sometimes it works best for me to know I have a time and a place for the crud and other places can be crud-free.
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I folded it and put it away when I terminated with newT. I have unfolded parts of it. an episode here, a story there. Hoping that t would "get it" without my full out messy storytelling. Will he get it? Does he want to get it? what will happen if we start getting into this stuff again?> I hope your weekend is calm.
aside from the dreams and some ho hum dissociation. pretty good so far. didn't even get spooked from hallowe'en festivities!
-Ll
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