Posted by muffled on October 25, 2007, at 1:04:16
I read some.
A bit.
But I just trying to survive right now is all.
Too much.
I dunno whats going on.
I am SO confused.
I am all over.
I am scared.
I am sometimes real.
I am sometimes not.
I doubt my T.
I think my T is OK.
I fear I am crazier than i realized.
I think I am not crazy at all.
I think its all delusion, fantasy.
I think there's goto be grains of truth.
The body don't lie.
The body can be VERY unclear.
My T can't read my mind.
She CAN'T understand.
I mail TOO much.
I want her to understand.
I dunno what to do.
I dunno if SHE knows what to do.
She says i need strong support, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? Can I go live under her porch?????
Sigh.
I confused SO much.
And I must continue to function.
M
poster:muffled
thread:791264
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