Posted by moonlightsonata on October 21, 2007, at 21:32:29
In reply to Well it is officially over with my therapist., posted by catlady on October 15, 2007, at 23:11:43
Hi catlady,
I am so sorry that you're struggling and grieving right now. In a few months, I have to move away and leave my therapist, and I dread it every day.I;ve never hugged her....never touched her except for shaking hands the day we met. I want to ask her for a hug so badly, but I'm scared she'll say no, and I wouldn't be able to survive that. I want to tell her I love her, but I won't be able to bear it if she just says thanks.
I am so scared that the pain of saying goodbye will be crippling. I've lost others in the past, and just can't keep going through it. I've been in therapy for 5 yrs, and want to try to go it alone after I move, but the thought of being alone terrifies me. Then again, the thought of starting over with someone new, of spending so long rehashing everything I've told my current T, it kills me to think about.
I'm just so scared and so full of dread.
poster:moonlightsonata
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