Posted by littleone on October 18, 2007, at 21:05:38
In reply to had T Tues, posted by muffled on October 18, 2007, at 14:08:14
> But thing that is SO strange, was next day, BAM, it falls into my head, that in MY mind visual, that there were TWO kids, like mirror images, bout 6 feet apart. Huddled in a dark alley. Hunched.
> WHY TWO?
> Less someone knows why there is TWO in the visual...
> MSome of mine come in two's too. I think part of it is because of the good and bad splitting that we do over everything. Find good/bad splitting in so much stuff, both inside me and when I look at outside people.
Like the 11 year olds. One is the nice kid just doing the best she can but real kind of uncertain and unconfident. Just wants to fit in with the other kids. Then there's the horrible disgusting one stuck in the bottom of the pit.
One day we tried helping the bad one in the pit. We imagined her as a princess locked in an underground prison cell. Tried to see that underneath all the disgustingness she was actually really beautiful.
And as soon as I did that (turned the "bad" one into a "good" one), the other one flipped too. Suddenly that nice kid just trying to fit in became horrible and evil. It was *her* that locked the princess in the prison. It was *her* that spat on the princess and hurled abuse at her and ground slimy grime into her.
You told your T you would kick that kid. But what about the other kid beside her? Would you kick her too? Or do you feel something different towards her?
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