Posted by B2chica on October 17, 2007, at 7:41:34
In reply to Re: anyone have a cliff??, posted by rskontos on October 16, 2007, at 16:38:13
thnx RK.
yes, he WAS outta line. i guess part of me is upset because had i been feeling stronger/better i would have said something back to him...not have let him emotionally beat me the way he did.
i think it kinda triggered me cuz he sometimes gets off on making others intimidated or cry...but (smirk) given my history, theres' just no way i'm gonna show him that kind of emotion. i mean i've been intimidated and manipulated by some of the best...he's nothing. but in his world he is. so it made him even more mad when i didnt' respond the way he wanted.and my littlones almost 9 mo. :^), she's growing strong and healthy and i just have to remember that she needs me. no cliff jumping...or else who's gonna take care of her...MUST remember that.
and DH, bless his heart i know he was just trying to help but he made it worse when he felt the need to remind me that i CANT get fired cuz i'm the only one that has a steady income, and carry the health insurance and...blah blah...shoot myself now blah!
but THANK YOU rk. you said several things that i just need to remember. and well, i need to hear them too.
thanks
b2c
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