Posted by B2chica on October 5, 2007, at 8:31:35
In reply to OMG so many threads..and I short on time..., posted by muffled on October 4, 2007, at 15:56:10
Hi! MUFFLED!
well, i'll be getting on zyprexa again soon. im in the process of weaning my IRL little one (though im sure she would be fine if we stopped all at once, i think the slow taper is more for me than her) but it will just be a couple more weeks, then pdoc has me starting meds again...i think i might be stalling to. :^)
>>...The impulsive stuff is a little scarey....
Boy, you said it!i think a nice heavy dose of xanax may prevent switching?? dont know...LOL maybe if i switch to teen shell think shes drunk!!
....you making me teary M. yes...under anger she IS a good kid...just no one ever took the time to see that, no one even thought to ask me what was wrong...i honestly think if a teacher or someone like that would have tried to figure out why i acted out...i would have told them...but...everyone thought she was stupid, even teachers were bad and told me not to expect to go to college...that i just couldnt ,make it, to maybe take some classes at jr. college and focus on "settling down"....yes small town morons....well now i have MA and work in research in healthcare....so SCREW THEM!
They ALL failed me muffled...ALL adults in my life. Never even tried to help.BUT
Thats ok...cuz i got here on my OWN and i'll be ok with me.******************************
good point about dealing with them at their age. i guess i do try to handle them as an adult...but i think its just cuz its SO weird. i mean i feel like a liar!
cuz logically i KNOW it's me...i mean i don't feel like sybil, i don't change clothes, i don't loose long chunks of time where i end up somewhere and don't know...that kinda stuff. so i figure it must not be true....
but WOW, when they come out...it's SO REAL! they talk the way they do, not like 'i' do at work or anything and the Emotion is SO strong in each of them.i'm glad to hear it took you a while for you to accept. i mean its just hard to understand cuz i get all logical...it's me, but not, but it is...but not really, but it IS!!! aaarrggghhh.
Thank you too muffled.
for sharing. and for caring (hehe i rhymed)
b2c
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