Posted by Dory on September 28, 2007, at 18:24:41
In reply to something really nice...., posted by twinleaf on September 28, 2007, at 16:47:12
that really was a beautiful moment and a beautiful post. Thank you for sharing it. i am truly happy for you to have that pearl to carry with you, and that is what it is, it won't be tainted by anything.. you now own a moment in time that brings you joy and you can always take it out and look at it.
i find it makes me sigh though... my T and i are a good fit but we are still working out kinks here and there... kinks which i seem seriously intent on finding or creating... but what strikes me as weird about us in comparison to what you are saying is that the laughter and spontanaity are kind of a problem. One big thing is that i hide and defend myself by keeping everyone entertained. i make him laugh and i'm pretty good at it. i make him laugh when i know he wished he hadn't. My bad. i get a kick out of it, even though it's really not the best use of my money.
we have this great chemistry but we seem to misstep a lot... he hasn't been able to nail me down into serious mode... i squeeze out of hard questions with retarded answers. He said something i found hurtful and i told him it was like so many other times... he said "but what is different about this time?" and i said "um... i'm paying for it?"
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