Posted by red house on September 28, 2007, at 14:02:52
In reply to Re: What to do when . . . ?, posted by JoniS on September 28, 2007, at 9:14:34
thanks, joni. i will let you all know what happens -- i will probably need the support. my session is not until next week, so i've had a long time to stew over it. i ended up leaving a message for my T so as to kind of force myself to tell her when i go in because it's just been eating me up.
i agree with you that the internet is public domain and that it shouldn't be a problem. but, i kind of went beyond googling this time and found something through a news database. still public information, for sure, but a little harder to come by than google. i definitely think this crosses the line, and certainly the information i discovered is something i really wish i didn't know. but you can't really unknow something, so, i'm kind of stuck . . .
my T's generally really great about finding the good, even when i've been bad, but i think i definitely crossed the line this time. i'm scared it's going to be very hard to repair. it's already consumed a lot of my energy with worry and fear.
thanks for your support.
redhouse
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