Saw T

Posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 9:04:14

Went good.
She laid it all out good.
It feels safer knowing she IS around. Calmer.
But I scared.
I have too many contrasts.
Mebbe i can write more later.
As ever, I am confused.
And its harder to just jump back into trust than I thot.
Or mebbe I am making excuses cuz I don't wanna look inside me.
My T made the comment that I worry bout her dumping me, so I do an end run and try and dump her FIRST.
Sigh.
I think maybe I better get on some meds consistantly. I just HATE them so much.
But 1 hr/wk, just don't cover the sh*t inside.
I'm rotting.
M

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Just be who you are, its nice, Thx (nm) » TherapyGirl muffled 8/30/07
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