Posted by B2chica on August 23, 2007, at 13:25:49
In reply to Re: i think one of my inner kids..**TRIGGER** » B2chica, posted by muffled on August 23, 2007, at 13:10:53
i hate to say it but part of me does wish i was back on my wellbutrin and zyprexa (even though i gained weight), it worked.
but still nursing and not sure i can take either...i guess i should ask pdoc at next appt.
maybe i'll try some benedryl for now...-that's a good idea of getting other kid(s) to help out.
the thing is..you're VERY right...someone is freaked out in there...but i have this weird feeling its not anyone i know. that it might not even be teen. i mean she is FULL of anger and likes to SI, but i don't know that she's suicidal??
it's nice to hear someone understand about IRL kids. i truly love her to bits and pieces and i don't want to take my life away from her...but it's like this 'thing' is blocking out and not letting me access these good things/thoughts.
the more i talk about it...i think the feeling is slowly creeping in again, i'm starting to get scared feeling again. maybe i better make a call to T. i guess at least let her know where i'm at and she can call back if she feels its needed...
i REALLY like the code word idea...i would like to talk to her about this next session.
and its SO much easier to ask for help here at babble than IRL...don't know why..please to thank you muffy
b2c
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