Posted by B2chica on August 3, 2007, at 15:21:02
In reply to The calm before the storm, posted by slugdoo on August 3, 2007, at 12:16:19
hey sluggy, i don't know if this will help or not but..
i like to draw a lot, and since last session...i've been thinking of these 'memories' and the multitude of them ...it makes me kinda 'bottlenecked' with stuff. and she asked me to think of a memory that was bothering me...well one lead to another to another and it made it hard to say anything...i finally was able to focus on one...but it was hard.
well, since i like to draw, yesterday i started sketching out different scenes/places that i remember,...it's kind of an organization like though not in any order, just how they popped into my mind...now...i have about 20 pages so far...and some pages are a specific memory and others are more memories of an area...is more like a blueprint of house/room or such and i placed little 'bugs' in different areas of the room where i am being abused...(each one being a different memory) it's not detailed or anything but for me it kinda helped 'bust through' the bottleneck feeling a little...
now if i get like that at session i'll have my little book o' abuse (have to laugh at it) with me that i can look at one page and focus on that memory...maybe it work little for you?
and you'll do Great Monday...i'm SURE OF IT!
let us know though!
...sorry bout your leg...hope it feels better...i heard a good remedy is Ben&Jerry's!!you said you want someone to touch you and bring you back..how bout i braid your hair?? is it long enough? if not, maybe i'll just run a soft brush through it for a while and tell you how pretty and talented you are...(cuz you are)...
take it easy and have a good weekend sluggy.
b2c
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