oh this is just too dumb. nap anxiety

Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 30, 2007, at 13:53:59

after all the barf and meltdown last night, I couldn't sleep hardly at all. These bad thoughts are really exhausting and make everything SO hard. :(
Then I wake up feeling pretty good. got a lot of paperwork and housework done. wrote a resume and a cover letter.
my body is ready for a nap though. I'm scared of letting it have a nap. What if the bad thoughts come again? They pop up when my mind is relaxed and sleepy. or at least sleepy.
I don't know what to do. maybe i should try and fall asleep with my eyes open like i used to do.
if I weren't on so many drugs i'd be really scared. now I'm merely worried.
-Ll

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oh this is just too dumb. nap anxiety LlurpsieNoodle 7/30/07
Re: oh this is just too dumb. nap anxiety » LlurpsieNoodle muffled 7/30/07
Re: oh this is just too dumb. nap anxiety » LlurpsieNoodle Racer 7/30/07
ROFL sparrows F*ART!!!!((((Racer)))((((LL)))) (nm) » Racer muffled 7/30/07
Re: oh this is just too dumb. nap anxiety OzLand 7/30/07
I think I have my mind in the gutter » Racer slugdoo 7/31/07
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