Posted by OzLand on July 29, 2007, at 18:37:22
In reply to Re: Thanks muffled (nm), posted by OzLand on July 28, 2007, at 23:20:18
My therapist sent me an email, and it sent me right over the edge again. I did not expect him to respond to my last email as I only said if was sorry I misunderstood what he meant, and I said I wouldn't bother him anymore, meaning emails.
So he writes back very briefly that:
"I prefer to know the process of these events so I can be responsive when we meet, especially as it is sometimes difficult as yet for you to express yourself when we are together."
I thought I was expressing myself, and so that just sent me into tears, and then I was angry. I am not the one who keeps distrupting our schedule. I told him it is hard to go from Friday to Wednesday with some stuff that is happening right now. Besides he told me before to keep him informed. Besides, he is gone a lot of Fridays, and so what does he expect. Very disruptive. I told him I don't like having Fridays as a day we meet. Don't like Wednesday either.
Actually when I think about it, I was sort of okay with just Wednesday as at least I know we will meet Wednesdays. Maybe I should just propose once per week. Maybe I should just propose Fridays as the day we meet. That way we can go for two or three weeks without meeting at all. Hell why meet at all. Yes I know I am angry. My weekend was going pretty good, and he had to have his fricking say.
Oz
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