Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 28, 2007, at 15:20:19
I made a lot of med changes yesterday and couldn't sleep last night. But I feel okay right now. Haven't had the dark thoughts since I woke up. I'm sure part of it is placebo effect, but I feel more like myself.
I even cleaned the bathroom.
T strongly recommended that I join the Ymca to do exercise classes and swim and stuff like that. But he belongs too. AwKwArD. This reminds me of Happyflower's T-sightings.
I've gotten a whole 3 hours of feeling "awake" today. monumental.
However, I'm also anticipating a lot of ickiness because I'm starting 2 drugs, and doing pretty speedy withdrawal from the other one. Noticed little signs of the creepy crawlies. That's my mildest form of "visual disturbance" that I get.
Well, take care of you all, and thank you for supporting me in my crisis this week. I don't know what the future holds, but at this moment I feel good, and that's all that matters. This moment.
-Ll
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