Posted by slugdoo on July 27, 2007, at 22:17:54
In reply to Re: Feeling so dead and empty inside » slugdoo, posted by LadyBug on July 27, 2007, at 12:13:09
Hi Ladybug,
Wow, it seems when rain pours, it pours typhoons. That is so upsetting about your daughter, you must be going through a lot of emotions there, I don't know how i would react if that happened to my daughter, she is only 12, but still . I am glad you got to see your T finally. Do you see her next week?
I am trying to hang on like my T said, but I am so down, I really don't know what he can do.
I just don't feel like I am being a good enough mom right now. The house is a mess, and even though I am only a maid and governess to my kids according to my DH, I am not even doing that very well either. I feel so guilty, my kids couldn't wait for me to get done with school back in May, so we could do fun stuff. That is why I took the summer off from school is for my kids, but I haven't done much of anything special and now school starts in a month.
I just think my past is making things seem so overwhelming to deal with that plus the current and the future. I feel like I need my T, but I dont' know what he can do. I don't know what I need from him, I just turned to him for some reason. I am just so tired of everything. Thanks you for posting to me, I know you are going through some major stuff too, and I know how hard it is to do anything, so I certainly appreciate you supporting me.
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