Posted by B2chica on July 26, 2007, at 12:02:52
In reply to I finally called my pdoc + T. big **triggers**, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 26, 2007, at 11:11:36
oh ((((((((((lurpsie)))))))))) dear, i am so sorry.
...what you wrote gave me chills...as i was reading it i could replace lupsie with chica and that would have been my DH a couple years ago when i was struggling so severely. the words almost to a T (pardon the pun). the disgusted reaction to cutting...the f-word toward therapist...exactly. it is SO hurtful when the one person you are supposed to be able to turn to makes things more difficult in an already uphill battle.but wow are you a lot stronger than you may feel. you hung tight. you did ALL the right things. you asked for help from DH, that didn't work, you talked to T....only little help....you took (Rx amount of medication)...AND you made an appt. INSISTING on changing meds!
that was WONDERFUL.and though it doesn't help....i think dinah mentioned that her DH does this sometimes too...and its' true..i thnk they react so severly because they just really don't understand it and they want to 'fix' things and they can't. then they get angry...
and it does often get worse with T before they get better and unless you've been there, its hard to explain to others...why.please dear one...you were SO wonderful last night Despite the internal/exteral fight you had to endure last night.
and NO it was NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK...they were 2 Very simple things that you needed AND you asked for....
and you persisted...when one denied you, you tried another avenue.please please take extra special care of yourself.....
(((((((((((((((((Lurpsie)))))))))))))))
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