Posted by antigua3 on July 26, 2007, at 11:46:38
In reply to Therapy and links - trigger, posted by OzLand on July 26, 2007, at 0:35:58
I swear I already posted this, but I've certainly been having trouble w/my posts lately...
here it is again:
I'm really sorry you have to go through this. I know how you feel. In fact, when your T made the link by using the word "insert" you blew me away because it made me realize that was my whole problem with male authority figures, as I'd told you before. It has affected all of my relationships with male bosses, but I can tell you, I won't do it again, or at least I'll try to recognize I'm doing it.
My T did it to me today, too. I was telling her about the post I had written about my pdoc and how I felt like he was an eel slithering through our relationship and right away she made the link between my feelings for my pdoc and the csa. My choice of "eel" was reminiscent of some of the sexual things I'd told her about my father. She didn't even have to tell me, she just looked at me and I got it right away.
It was horrible, but now I know how I really feel about my pdoc and hopefully that will help me make good decisions about him.
I can understand why your T is trying to show you how the csa is affecting your work situation, but maybe he's pushing too hard right now. maybe you just need a patch or two to get your through this stress and not the whole, upsetting, gut wrenching connections.
I'm sorry,
antigua
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