Posted by Poet on July 7, 2007, at 18:02:53
In reply to Having a difficult time and T is too kind, posted by OzLand on July 7, 2007, at 11:33:08
Hi OzLand,
If I were you I would email my T and let him know you're okay, so he doesn't worry. That might make the wait until you see again be a little less stressful. I've left plenty of voicemails to my T that I'm later ashamed of. Emails, too. Let her read poems. Lots of self inflicted shame.
When I was majorly suicidal my T was calling me everyday just to make sure I was okay. She wanted me to go inpatient, but I refused which I know really worried her.
It's hard to allow someone to care about me, and maybe that's something you have trouble with, too. My T keeps telling me that I cannot control her feelings for me no matter how hard I try to. That of course, doesn't stop me from feeling guilty that she cares about me.
Take care. Post and let us know how you are.
Poet
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