it's interesting...

Posted by sunnydays on June 29, 2007, at 21:49:01

I'm not missing my T as much this time he's on vacation. Maybe we prepared better this year, maybe I've grown more this year. But I have been feeling absolutely wonderful most of the time, and there have been no big catastrophes, so I have had no reason to get really upset. I get a little anxious feeling every once in a while that he won't come back, and earlier tonight I got super freaked out that I can't remember what he looks like and that therefore he doesn't exist. And I worry he's going to killed on vacation and no one will know for ages. All sorts of things.
But I've been doing largely ok so far. It's only been four days since I last saw him, so it may be a little early to tell, but so far things are going well. What's with this change, when just last week I was crying almost the whole week because he was going to be leaving? It's nice, but weird...
Any ideas?
sunnydays

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