Posted by vwoolf on June 26, 2007, at 12:03:31
In reply to Re: Does anyone else believe in the fates? » Dinah, posted by DAisym on June 26, 2007, at 9:30:49
Hmm would this be the same kind of thing? Whenever I begin to feel hopeful that something could change for the better, I start to panic and feel suicidal because I feel sure that this will only make everything worse, unbearably worse. Because this is what always happened when I was a child. Just as I thught things would improve they got a whole lot worse.
And then I think I sabotage things to make them fall into this pattern. Because hope does not feel possible, it feels dangerous.
Is that what you are trying to say?
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