Posted by sunnydays on June 25, 2007, at 21:05:31
In reply to Re: But I'm OK now..., posted by DAisym on June 25, 2007, at 20:37:49
Daisy, I don't know what to say. My T and I have had so many similar conversations. Today he asked me, "Do you trust me?" I said, "Yes," and he asked why I trust him, what about him is trustworthy. I said because he's always there and because he's always the same. He was saying that his being trustworthy is really all about me - my being able to tell that he is trustworthy and then deciding to trust.
I trust him, but it's still scary. And I get that scary feeling so much. I've been hiding behind a pillow a lot lately, and I've never done that before. And I was so scared of him going on vacation, although tonight I'm sort of ok with it. I have an imaginary place I've put him in. And he gave me lots to work on.
Sorry, this got to be all about me. But I understand how hard it is. Keep working. My T keeps stopping me whenever something is hard to say and we talk about why it was hard to say it, and that has been helping so much.
((((Daisy))))
sunnydays
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