Posted by Happyflower on June 12, 2007, at 0:58:47
In reply to Okay, I tried to stay away, but couldn't, posted by Happyflower on June 12, 2007, at 0:21:00
Maybe I shouldn't post my real thoughts. Maybe I should just walk away and hide. Nobody really understands what kind of childhood I went through, nobody really understands how that feels. You can't put it into words or emotions. It is too big to explain. The world really doesn't want to really know where I have been. The world has been a very cold place for me, I don't trust it anymore. I am tired of fighting for happiness. It is so easy to see fakeness, when you have lived with somebody how was. Nobody knew the evil that lurked in her mind. Nobody could help me, I was doomed. I am really tied of people taking life for granted. Some have had so much, and to just give a little would mean so much to others. But it seems life is about helping only ourselves. Living like a trapped animal, hardly no food, painful torture, never feeling safe, that is what happens to children every day. I know how it feels, but the majority of people don't. They really don't want to either. It is easier to ignorant. Life shouldn't always be so hard.
poster:Happyflower
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