Posted by gardenergirl on June 10, 2007, at 14:54:06
In reply to Re: Fewer sessions left til term. and worries abou, posted by annierose on June 7, 2007, at 20:43:12
Thanks annierose. You seem to have the whole picture of this, both the positive and the painful. Have you ever thought of becoming a T? :)
You know, I'd really like to extend a few sessions, but there are pragmatic reasons that might not work. It would be a new semester, and I don't think I'll be registering for any credit hours. So I won't qualify for services there anymore. :( I don't know if that could be overlooked or what.
I think the reason I got so very upset is that it now feels like I'm pretty much done. I have one more session next week, and then he's off for awhile. And you know with health stuff, there's always the chance of complications and such so that he doesn't come back before the semester ends. I would worry about him of course, but I would also pretty much be done. So I feel like my session next week is pretty much my last one. Or that I should treat it that way. And I just don't feel ready for that. So I'm panicking and grieving and stuff, I guess.
But aside from all that, yes, I do feel good about reaching this place. It's nice to hear you're proud of me as you are someone I respect and care about.
Thanks again,
gg
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