Posted by Happyflower on May 25, 2007, at 13:51:51
In reply to Re: Does you T do stuff that messes with your head? » Happyflower, posted by muffled on May 25, 2007, at 9:08:29
Hey Muffy Tuffy! ( i hope that is okay)
Your T sounds real nice HF and I like that he can be direct.He is nice and direct, sometimes I just want to shrink in my chair though, he usually isn't THAT direct.... so am I a liar, noooo.... you are a f*cking liar that has ugly legs ! damn!
> But he human and got flaws too. There is gonna be tranferrance and stuff.
> Those T's, despite themselves cannot help but bring their own stuff into the session.
> They are people trying to help people.You say this so well, but kinda is funny when you get under their skin, don't you think? They try so hard, and I think it was tough on him to be tough on me right then. It is like he needed to do it, but didn't want to, but did like a chicken sh*t. LOL
That is okay I can take it though, but geeze I tell my T I think I am really depressed, so he gets on my *ss..... so are you calling me a liar? WTF. I should of said YUP!> Sometimes it scares the crap outta me, that I am trusting my T to keep me OK. Who the hell IS this woman? that I should trust her?
> Sometimes I love her, sometimes I think she gotta be a world class idiot.I can relate to that. I was sure he would throw me out of the room a long time ago! I sure tested the waters with him, and he still was cool about it, even admitted once I did get to him, but he let me come back, without too much crap.
> T is very intense. Hard. I sometimes wonder, its sorta like meds, you have to decide whether the side effects are worth the benefits cuz T is so hard.
I have been in T so long now, I forgot what it feels like to not be in T. I think I like T.
LOL> I guess since I not good at being around people , that its a good exercise in learning to be around others, and to let them closer to me.
My T says our relationship is a practice one. But I hate he said that even if it is true because then I struggle with yeah, he is being fake, and yeah my feelings aren't real. UGGGH!
> And my T not run from me. She still not run. I can't get over it.
> T is weird.Yup! I think your T is in for the long haul with you, not that it will be long, but at least until you are done. I wish my T would take walks with me outside,,,,, you are such a lucky ducky.
> Sigh.
> Theres another rant.Good! I like rants, I think we need to , don't you?
> Hope you can get some good T work done, your T sounds nice HF.Yeah, it is work, but I am glad I have him to help. He is nice, smart and so damn good looking . That just isn't right to have all of that. Thanks Muffy so much.
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