Posted by karen_kay on May 23, 2007, at 6:49:12
In reply to Are we doing better? **SI triggers**, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on May 22, 2007, at 17:00:26
kinda nice to be back.
this was somethig i struggled with all the time. daily basis actually. i don't anymore. i decided it just wasn't an option. i started seeing 'bubba' and we decided together it wasn't an option for me. (when i was growing up, i had a wooden board that i used to beat against my head, as i got busted with si and accused of doing drugs, which i really wasn't, hence the wooden board. any sort of emotion in my household just wasn't allowed, you know..)
anywhooo.... frustration is just the worst feeling for me. and from time to time, i do wake mister kk with me knocking my head against the bedroom door. i can only imagine how he must feel, waking up to that. not often at all, but only a few rare occassions. like i said, frustration is something i just can't handle.
wowsa, why does my belly hurt now? guess that constitutes si, doesn't it? (maybe those old lady drinks make it hurt? :)
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