Posted by LadyBug on May 22, 2007, at 9:53:25
In reply to I am not doing very well, posted by Happyflower on May 22, 2007, at 8:25:49
(((((((HAPPYFLOWER)))))))
Can I come and join you? I'm so down today too. I saw my T yesterday. She's the only thing I can hold on to right now. My husband said some really cruel things last night as I was trying to go to sleep. He told me to get me a** out last night. I want to leave, just don't know just where to go, either back to my home town where I'd be looking for a new job and living with parents till I figure life out, or stay here and live in my car. Not really, but housing prices are so high I may as well live in my car, that's all I can afford!
I called my T last night after midnight, leaving her a message, crying my eyes out. I hate my life and can't go on living like this. I'm to the point of leaving my kids just to get away from my spouse. I hate him. I just want to die and end this so called life.
I'm sorry you're hurting, I know how you feel. It sucks and for me, it doesn't get any better.
I wish we could meet up and create some laughter and fun!!!! Bring our T's with us and a blankie, and just hang out! What do you think? In our dreams! What's left? My T is the only thing I have left that keeps me going, and that's insane. She can't take me home and take care of me. I wish I could go to her house and have her tuck me into bed and let me sleep for a few days.
Sad hugs, but better than no hugs for you.
LadyBug
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