Posted by gazo on May 12, 2007, at 11:03:49
In reply to Re: can't get a break (long) » gazo, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on May 12, 2007, at 9:22:31
your words DO mean a LOT.. but you're right, some parts i can't hear, or they go through filters first somehow.
i lay on the deck with my dogs for a little while because the day is sunny and spring-like... and i really did think about what you said about beauty. i was watching some clouds and i noticed how they were 3 dimensional but they were like hollow vapour balls.. twirling.. it was nice to watch.
i frequent a Temple locally.. Buddhist ideas do not offend me in the least. i was a regular meditation practitioner... until i hit a point when my mind "broke" and when i tried to meditate a lot of past experiences i could not process kept floating to the surface. i would like to get back to meditation but i am careful.. until i have made progress with T i don't think i could handle the stuff on my own.
i am part way through "When Things Fall Apart" by Pema CHodron.
compassion for myself is hard to master.. or even recognize.
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