Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on May 11, 2007, at 14:27:27
In reply to Only one thing wrong with you » muffled, posted by Racer on May 11, 2007, at 13:05:52
What if something WERE wrong with you?
Would it change the way you act today, or tomorrow? or a year from now?
I bet it wouldn't. You're doing a good thing, a bunch of good things.
You're a good mom, because you love your kids so much. Your disconnect with Your Mom hasn't destroyed your ability to love and nurture others. So we know THAT's not wrong.
Maybe it's hard for you to nurture yourself though. To believe that you deserve the very best because you just do.
My T suggested that to me yesterday. I was SOOOO resistant that she then did some hypnotic work with me. or whatever she wants to call it. "relaxation visualization"
So you got kind of worked up and angry. Don't "normal" folks do that a lot?
Please remind me, but haven't you made a LOT of progress this year? Your SI is way better, and you seem to write fewer and fewer self-loathing posts.
I don't know where your self-loathing posts come from, but I know where my own come from. An ugly place, but it's not my fault that they are there. My problem to deal with, but not my fault.
So, maybe your problem is... that you chased bunnies? That's the only thing I can come up with. You identify with a terrier and chased bunnies.
I'm not sure that's pathological. nor is listening to loud music.
have a tangerine, muffled. You can share it with this little girl that I'm supposed to meet 4 times a day.
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