Posted by jammerlich on May 7, 2007, at 16:49:09
In reply to Re: Crying, posted by Honore on May 7, 2007, at 15:21:42
What you said about the inner sadness rings true with me. I really do think I'm just a sad person. Always have been. Always will be. That's just the normal for me.
There's so much else going on in my mind, I just don't know what all to say. Mainly because I can't really make sense of it all.
Sometimes I think my tolerance for stress is just really low, but then I'm not so sure. I mean, I dealt with lots of little problems yesterday and managed to keep my sense of humor. I really did. It wasn't until someone showed up at my door unexpectedly that things fell apart. I'm not sure if, for me, it's the powerlessness or something else. Because, I was mostly powerless over pretty much everything that happened yesterday and none of it sent me over the edge.
Maybe I have some issue with people being inconsiderate??? I can't think of a better way to say it. All the other stuff just happened....no one could have helped it, really. It wasn't personal. But, this was different, somehow.
Ok, I'm just rambling now.....
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