Posted by Honore on May 7, 2007, at 15:21:42
In reply to Crying, posted by jammerlich on May 7, 2007, at 12:53:52
Don't feel bad about crying, Jammer. Just let it be. It's okay. You're sad and then these people don't do the right thing, and you feel back in some awful place where you're powerless and things aren't been taken care of, when they should be.
It's okay. You're okay. You'll get back into your apartment, and you'll feel safer and things will move back into their places again.
I'm dealing with the same feelings about the surgeon-- and I can't go in to see him becuase it makes me want to just scream-- a scream sort of like the Munch painting The Scream--every time I think about him and his mistakes. And I'm sure I"ll be scowling horribly like some hideous gargoyle and start crying before I get a sentence out.
I guess I fall apart-- maybe you too, cause I have this inner sadness. and then I feel so powerless and out of control, But it's okay. We have to try to learn that it's okay, we're okay.
It's hard. But you are so okay. And I do understand how hard it is--
but I've had so many good thoughts and feelings about you these last few days. I wish you could feel them, too.
Honore
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