Posted by 10derHeart on April 13, 2007, at 22:34:55
In reply to Re: Therapy was a bit too much yesterday, posted by gazo on April 13, 2007, at 18:19:41
Hi gazo, and thanks so much for replying, from work even. Very thoughtful.
I've been alright, mostly. Lots of distractions, school work, family stuff, so that helps. But still....nothing ever fixes something that happens in t., except as you said, talking about it next time. Waiting s*cks.
It's just one of those phases where next time already feels like forever, and I can hardly stop myself from emailing or calling. This is not the first time I've felt this way, except for the getting up and leaving while still crying. That was a new one.
But, why contact him? To start something we can't even try to finish? Probably not a great idea. Although I haven't ruled out a call Monday, just to hear his voice for a minute. We'll see.
Thanks for hearing that angst. It means a lot, 'specially when I know your plate is full and you are doing quite the balancing act right now yourself. I'll bet we'll both hang in there, get past the rough, confusing, painful spots and be okay. (Did that sound convincing? hope so... ;-))
I might have more to say, but I have some poster's remorse about what I wrote, and also, have to get up for work in 6 hours, so gotta go....
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