Posted by susan47 on April 13, 2007, at 20:25:36
In reply to Dear Dr. Gorgeous, posted by susan47 on April 13, 2007, at 19:23:14
Well, and I just have to say also, that nothing good could ever have happened for me if I didn't - mostly - have the feeling that in spite of everything, in spite of all the doors you slammed on me psychically and therapeutically .. if I didn't trust that in the end you were a loving, accepting, Kind person, someone who himself had trust in knowing that the Best could co-exist and come out on top of the Worst in me, nothing good could ever have happened for me. My belief had to carry me through. I had to have the strength to believe in myself, irrespective of what you or anyone else ever thought of me. I had to see myself in the mirror every morning, like-it-or-not I was changing, am changing and will forever change. The outside is not just a surface; it really does reflect the inside. No doubt. Which is, hopefully, why you appeared so beautiful to me.
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