Posted by scentedgarden on March 4, 2007, at 11:12:52
Hi fellow babblers... to all those who have helped me, and been kind enough to care and reply to my posts these past few weeks... I just want to let you know I'm sorry i don't feel much like talking right now...
I guess when it all comes down to it, there's a time to share and a time to refrain... a time to talk and a time for silence, a time for love a time for hate, a time to laugh a time to cry... This is a toime for sorting it all out by myself... for lots of tears, and please God no more heart ache...To anyone who has babble mailed me and i doidnt reply, pls forgive me... I just can't face it right now... as i dont know what to say to you..
I have not gone ahead with a legal complaint as yet.. I have made some enquires but it wont be something i would do...
I have much to tell... and at same time nothing to tell.. Yes I'm still hurting, but i can't say much more... I'm juat all out of whatever it is that makes us post out troubles on these boards.. I've got nothing left right now but buckets of tears... that seem to be coming from the deepest depths of my core being...
I miss you guys somewhat... which really is a suprise to me..as i dont even know what you look like.. but i have my pictures of you in my mind..
So I guess if anyone really likes me and feels that they made a connection with me through cyber space, then they will also have a picture in their mind of me.
So you know who you are...
thanks again for the great support on here... It's helped me through some tough times.. just reading the posts helps, then when i began posting it helped, and to receive the responses always helps...
I guess sometimes we simply have to walk alone... not in a bad way.. but anyway... God bless everyone... and a special mention to (((wishing star))) but really everyone on here is special..!!! ***** we had a full lunar eclipse here in the U.K last Night, and the sky was clear as a bell for it... it was a weird atmosphere... like a cleansing ******
scentedgarden
p.s. i still cant seem to get into chat do you think i could help it if i changed my posting name?plus can someone tell me please who new posting name 'I will survive' used to be? thnaks as i like to keep track...
KInd wishes
garden
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