Posted by muffled on February 9, 2007, at 18:50:50
I been getting all weird.
I been settling myownself down.
I been making a fool of myself a time or two.
My T goes away at beginning of march, back mid april.
Its all screwed up, cuz I goto be OK.
I can do no work w/her, cuz I don't wanto stir stuff up.
And I am so glad for her to go and have fun.
And part of me is pissed.
And I don't need her anyhow.
She sorta said something bout when she away, but not much.
And I know she got some family hard stuff of her own right now.
And she getting ready for her trip on top of that.
And I trying to be good.
And i doing OK.
But inside I kinda churning.
And i'll do just fine.
And I saw her Tues, but not again till next Thurs. and WTF anyways. I don't see no point in going.
Cuz there's NOTHING she can do, cuz she leaving and she busy.
I think alls that can happen is I eitherr get mad, or do a flip, or just hide away cuz i know she leaving.
So why waste money.
We reading a book together.
But who cares.
I think I should lv a message that 'its been a slice, have a good trip'. And leave it at that.
Cuz going there will only hurt and accomplish NOTHING.
Muffled
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