Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 6, 2007, at 20:19:30
In reply to Re: my first dream about my T **assorted triggers* » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by happykat on February 6, 2007, at 15:17:56
Well, we will talk about it in a few days, because she hadn't read her emails yet. It's okay, becuase I expect her to check email about once a week. I told her to be on the lookout for it, and that it was really long, and I prefer that she reads it when she is not sitting in front of me. so, we talked about other stuff.
I got a little note from her that she wanted me to know that even the scary stuff we have to talk about will be done gently and with caring. (((T))). She is an awfully nice person, and a good T too.
I'll let you know what happens.
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In other T news, she helped me figure out why social situations were so stressful for me. Since I had a conflict between wanting to please everyone and be amusing and charming and witty (like you see me on p-babble, for example), conflicted with the expectation that my older brother (or even my mom) would put me down and publicly humiliate me and hurt me in social situations in order to appear to be the best, the brightest, etc. As if socializing were a contest and no matter what I did, someone would come along to dominate me and hurt me.bummer huh?
oh well.
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