Posted by muffled on November 17, 2006, at 12:56:16
In reply to Re: I dunno what to do. » muffled, posted by canadagirl on November 17, 2006, at 12:42:39
> >>>Having no memeories may be a blessing, but its also a HUGE CURSE. I was never a child. Its so strange.<<
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> "The angst that surfaces from below is experienced as overwhelming precisely because it dates from the time of one's great childhood vulnerability. Because that energy is never lost but resides in the unconscious it can spring forth with paralyzing power....being blocked by guilt is still to be stuck in childhood. When we become conscious of the origin of that queasy feeling,such stuckness is no longer unconscious and no longer acceptable." - James Hollis
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> All of this work you are doing is real progress. You need support. That's what yourT is there for. It's hard not to feel guilty for asking for it.But you deserve it. There is light at the other end.
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> I love James Hollis "Swamplands of the Soul" (am I quoting this right) it's a great book. Do you like reading stuff like this Muffled?**Thanks Canada girl I am Canadian too.
Is this work progress?
I wonder.....
That writing is cool. I don't read stuff like that much cuz I get real frustrated trying to understand it correctly. But its nice to think mebbe I not alone in my confusion.
Little pieces of writing are good, but not entire books. Thanks for writing that down for me.
I want to phone T again to ask that she leave a message for me to listen to. But what? And I can't help but feel I am harassing her. And I not even sure but that mebbe she is fed up with me.......so mebbe I shouldn't call? I just dunno?
Its very hard to keep up my facade of normalcy, when I feel like I gonna fall apart :-(
Thanks CG for your reply.
I feel quite desparate.
I'm sorry if I being ridiculous. I am trying to be honest of the way I feel. Which is something I never do IRL.
Muffled
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