Posted by muffled on November 19, 2006, at 2:40:18
In reply to Re: yeah T phoned » muffled, posted by Dinah on November 18, 2006, at 21:44:35
> She was just calling to check in and see if you needed her, I'd guess. If you had burst into tears and started talking to her, she likely would have responded.
**But I never burst int tears never ever. I never got to say boo.
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> My therapist never sounds right on the phone either, and I usually don't bother unless I'm asking for an extra appointment.**My T can be good on phone.
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> But I don't think he or your therapist means anything unkind or uninterested. It's just the way they are.**But I talked to her yesterday and for me, I was quite beside myself, which I am so normally NOT. I wasn't listening well and was argumentative cuz i felt desparate, I was scared. I didn't know what to do, but what she suggested, much of that I had already tried. Then she wanted me to connect with those that care for me, but I have NEVER done that before. It is against some unwritten rules I have. She said she would phone them, but I said NO!, because I can't be weak. She said I could give her number to them, I can consider that. But at the time I was so freaked out. I never been that freaked before, and of course she has to ask if I a danger to myself or others and I said I would never hurt others, but I wouldn't off myself, but I might hurt myself. And I was being such an idiot. After 15 mins I said I had to go cuz I felt I was going in circles, and I said you don't know what to do either, and she said she she did, but I was resistant to everything cuz everything was freaking me.So then she say she'll pone me tormorrow, whicj is nice as thats her no call day.
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> If I were you, I'd just take it as her reaching out to let you know that even on the day she disappears she still remembers you and wanted to see if you needed her.***I think it was nice for her to call on her no call day, so i know she exists. But it was such a cold call. No caring. Just seemed like she had to get it over asap so's ahe could say she done it.
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> It's the thought that counts. (Or so I try to tell myself when my therapist puts me in hysterics on the phone or in email.)***So I guess I awful dissapointed cuz i did plan on a coupla things I wanted to say briefly.
**So, its nice she called, but irt wasa cold, cold call :-(**I been wondering too, if I have anger at T, for getting The i kid all intersted, but kinda bailed on her. I dunno, little kids expect alot,
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