Posted by muffled on November 6, 2006, at 10:56:45
In reply to body and head stuff, posted by ElaineM on November 5, 2006, at 23:40:06
Oh (((El))(gentle hugs)
I have been reading and following and wishing I could do more :-(
But really you seem to be doing all that you can from my point of view....
I'm glad your T pushed you to goto doctor. That was good of him. I guess he's not all bad, just a little messed up.
I have no words to express my sorrow for what you are going thru, its beyond my words. I feel so helpless to say anything useful. That whatever I could possibly say is just to banal and dumb.
I hope things go well with specialist and they can start to work on whatever it is that is going on with your body.
I wish you weren't so alone. I totally see why you keep that T of yours. Its better that being alone, even if it has its own problems.
I think you are doing well to keep on with your T search.
I think you are wonderful to post so those of us that are following can know your OK.
Wish you had a religion like I do. I get HUGE amount of comfort from my God. Not always but often. And its a deep inside comfort. I couldn't survive w/o it. I often wonder if there is something, that mebbe you don't even realize, that sustains you thru this?
Anyhow, I wish you some measure of peace, and I send thots and prayers your way.
And to your T too, cuz there's goto be some goodness in him, even if he's screwed up right now. Mebbe he's just doing the best that he's able to also.
Sigh.
Its all so complicated.
Take care,
Muffled
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